It helps me to call GOD, names,
As he is the only one who is not insulted by all my blame
I am angry at all the rich
As I fear the lack of which
I am angry at you getting too close
As I fear losing the independence, I chose
I am angry you were not there when I needed the most
As I fear abandonment from the only one I loved the most
I am angry you make me wait
As I fear being ignored
I am angry you disagree with me
As I fear being judged
I am angry and yell at you till you are convinced
As I fear being accused of something that is untrue
I am angry you interrupted me
As I fear you will never understand me
I am angry and I have GOD to blame
As I fear peeping inside for the burning flame
Don’t be mad at me for my ‘anger’ within
It’s my fears that trigger my angry feelings within
They are the fears I carried within
Since the time my life begin
I was told weak are those who fear
I clung on to that belief O dear!
I don’t want to take this anger to the grave
I lived a life so depraved
I want to share all my fears
Without being judged and brought to tears
I want you to fear my fear
And not my anger my dear!